I want to live a life for God. I believe that if you truly want a great life, you have to know God personally. I was raised a christian so people assumed I was a christian by association. But that isn't true. Even though I accepted Jesus into my heart at a young age, my relationship with Him didn't start until my late teens. I fully understood how God was working in my life and realized how much time I had wasted thinking about myself. There's nothing wrong with thinking about others or youself, but living for God should be the number one priority. Lately I have tried just laying out my problems to God and not stressing over them. I trust that He will give me the outcome that is supposed to happen according to His will amd not mine. I always try and plan out my life even far into the future and I know full well that God will give me opportunities in HIS timing, not mine. My prayers are asking for patience and to enjoy every bit of my journey with God.